自己一人

已經過了多久？

first day of my weekend, almost gone. was it even spent carefully?
it's a damn fact that im so-not efficient. CAN YOU WORK HARDER?!?!
anyway, he's off. have a safe trip, my friend. :)

How i wish i can speak in front of the class like how i speak to myself in my bedroom.

one more season...

everything photoshop. photoshop here, photoshop there. urgh.
above are my photos today without being processed in the shop! :D

今天上了最後一堂李欣賞的課，其實也沒甚麼不一樣。
只是⋯⋯板上也少了《最後一課》四個字。
我的動力我的動力呀！又沒了。

anyway my portfolio was being viewed again today in class. i realised something.
norm said nothing much and gave nothing much of a suggestion to me.
while ahbob really warned me and gave me lots of suggestions.
but what my classmates told me about their treatments,
was totally the other way round -.-!

seriously, after this i really think im hopeless in design.

循環

妳是可以控制的，只要妳每天改變一點點

昨夜不是說我的portfolio一定會被推掉嗎？ norm看了竟然沒意見！
吼，怪了，肯定有問題。應該是認為我沒希望了吧！
然後大麥！又再次給我買到最後兩碗大麥！哦耶！太幸運了～

還有，今天令我反胃的這位朋友，拜托，我有跟妳很熟嗎？
但是，我會給妳機會重新再來過，拜托，好好珍惜可以嗎？

pass, quick pass!

Bevlyn Khoo! :D



兔子! Tuzi, the rabbits!



花在看著天空的時間永遠那麼輕鬆、那麼美好～

it was the Chinese media seminar today, eight whole hours. :O
fortunately there were special guests that i really admire.
Bevlyn Khoo! Tuzi! Jim!

am very delighted to hear another piece of good news.
after all you're not gonna be gone for that long ya. :)
yes, am sibeh tired right now, and it's thursday soon.
my portfolio... gonna get rejected tmr.
my presentation... a few days away.

Anticipation

在週二的這一天內，的確學了挺多的
只是我還不知道自己在幹嘛，一直盲目地做這些該做的

謝謝你的這頓飯（甜品很好吃 XD）
更重要的是，謝謝你這個好人，好人要有自信哦
通常我們說別人說得頭頭是道，但自己卻似乎永遠不會懂
alot of times, we never preach what we teach.

今天的夜空真的很美麗～ 星星數不清
剛又接到ahken獨家的好消息，吼！（這幾週插在我身上的刀頓時被拔出）
以後夜晚的黑暗不再獨自承受，又有人為我撐腰了！

Kidnapped

everything will pass as time goes by...
time's a kidnapper, eventually it will release me once it got what it wanted.
or am i being too naive here?

隨便吧

same pillar; different shadows







我一直在重新發現自己好多事情還沒做，真的很多，太多了
總是想說自己很累很累，真的沒有辦法，沒辦法去完成了
但是我知道自己目前並沒有權力這樣說，好無奈

於是，發現自己又踏上這片草地⋯⋯











且又不捨地離開了⋯⋯

contest

first photography contest today! :D
three themes: Flow, Reflections and Decay.
great themes, but im speechless at the some of the photos nominated,
and some of those that even won. -.- utterly speechless.
wonder if it'd still be the same result if ahbob's there.

above are some of those i took within the limited time given,
which three of them i submitted it. none of it went through photoshop!
anyway, i like the idea of the toilet bowl best. :)

憤慨的不再憤慨

same pillar; same man, same newspaper.

為甚麼妳要在他人準備上台前建立起的信心以三個字“太天真”說不行？
為甚麼妳要在他人站在台上一分鐘的十秒內就不仔細聆聽說不行？
為甚麼妳們不想想這些話語被解剖後呈現的是一個怎樣的狀態？
憤慨的都不要再憤慨了，還是放寬心比較好。

ugly comments, yes, we will accept it.
but just a suggestion here:
please keep those ugly and NON-CONSTRUCTIVE comments to yourself!

並不單純

OOF. it was too dark for the pillar these two days, anyway.

一道微笑的背後藏著的是甚麼，你知道嗎？

Hope

最近一直提起往事、懷念起曾經擁有、悲傷繼續走下去⋯⋯
到底怎麼了，怎麼變得那麼悲，怎麼變得那麼哀？

This time round, I'm desperate for real help.

是時候醒了

當心情遭透，喜劇再怎麼爆笑也都笑不出來











你看，我做這些就做得那麼勤～ 又不看我作業做得那麼快
(in photos: ziqian and her cb)

yes, supposedly my portfolio should have been at least half way done by now.
but my brain cells and creative juice doesnt seem to have woken up yet.
or am i the one who is reluctant to flick the switch on to get it started?

你要幫我嗎？

same pillar; two men. anticipating something?
or, simply spending a useless afternoon in the most useless manner?

三個月前的今天，正式進入另一個生活階段
不知不覺就這樣渡過了近一百天在理工院的日子
當初，因為不懂，所以害怕、緊張、煩惱
現在，還是不懂，所以更害怕、更緊張、更煩惱

窗外有人 到底有沒有人 有人在哭 哭聲卻很像我

I really thought Help is gonna be there for me forever.

my mind

i feel proud of myself for the first two photos taken. XD
my hesitant caused me to get it done.
i already walked past the uncle, but i wanted to shoot him so much.
so i told myself if some other dog appears, i'll return.
it was kinda scary, cos a dog really appeared.

as for the second photo, i have an idea in mind, again.
everytime i pass by this pillar, there is a different person beside it.
im so gonna capture it. :)

(gf uncle, brogging in engrish weird leh!)

笑一個 :)

yes, i'm smiling, of course i am,
but Death, to me, seems like the easiest way out.

無話可說，聽吧

7月1日定下要在兩週內完成的目標⋯⋯
不知不覺已經渡過了兩週，照片呢？


沈默也是一種罪　
愛上了墜落的感覺
親手把自己毀滅　
快樂就停在這黑夜
沈默原來也是一種罪　
愛上了這墜落的感覺
親手讓自己去被毀滅
快樂就停在這黑夜

完整演出　痛苦結束　
一生的錯誤
走上絕路　孤單落幕　
其實我一點也不在乎
我演出　痛苦結束　
一生的錯誤
走上絕路　孤單的落幕
失控的情緒　無解的命運　
是否可以陪我一起去等待這奇蹟
灰色的天空　不安的眼睛
現在甚麼再也看不清
失去了分寸　出賣的靈魂
試著天真　勇敢的承認　
把我自己變得更完整

我已經　精疲力盡　
隱約有種距離逼近

完整演出　換痛苦結束

走上絕路　
我一點也不在意會孤單落幕
完整演出　
痛苦結束走上絕路
完整演出
失控的情緒　無解的命運
是否可以陪我一起去等待這奇蹟
灰色的天空　不安的眼睛　
現在甚麼再也看不清
失去了分寸　出賣的靈魂　
試著天真　勇敢的承認　
把我自己變得更完整

還需要多久？

又有驚無險渡過另一個難關，死穴還沒復活
妳要躲在自己殼裡多久？
妳要害怕這一切多久？
妳要繼續失去多久？

“就算全世界的人都觉得我窝囊，
我却始终无法突破自己的懦弱。
当懦弱变成硬梆梆的事实，
自我催眠的坚强就显得一无是处。”

Courage is a resistance of Fear.

懦弱

(第二張是傳說中的，獨臂婆婆)

也許，我們自以為是
也許，我們是外星人眼中的笑話
但是，我們依然需要慰藉

Lift me up...

小清晰也來唄

歡迎小清晰(aka避雷針) 的加入！:D 等了好久好久～

雖然這次呈現的方向不再朦朧，但是⋯⋯
依舊改變不了我那不上進的心態。