Tuesday, August 31, 2010

回了好多味

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看這些糖果!!我最愛甜點了!
我小學對面的這個 mama shop 它裡面擺放貨物的位置完全沒變~
但是店外的擺放就有不同了,而且感覺上零食的種類好像少了。


好,先說回中學的。

其實沒太大的落差,只是學校新的裝潢真的讓我 buay tahan。
老師方面還是聊得很歡愉,哈哈哈哈,愛死我老師們的幽默了!
然後本來今天是要取回無美麗夏狂熱兩張的,
但是一個記錯、一個提醒了卻還是忘了帶!

厚!老師妳們在幹嘛!結果那個被我提醒的只好送來我家,呵呵。
後來和一位不太熟的老師聊了好久,真的人不可貌相,他竟然會看星座!
最後,就是我給她寫卡片的化學老師,因為她要離開了⋯⋯
其實今年二月她就已通知我了,現在還是有點難過。

回來,是為了要離開。
離開,是為了要回來。



好,現在來說小學的。

其實一踏進學校,突然好莫名想見見我的中文老師,張老師
也不曉得為何,就很著急想見她。好奇怪⋯⋯
一看見她時,我就有一股想哭的衝動。
真搞不懂怎麼當時會有這樣的一種情緒。

除此之外,這次還算蠻遺憾的,見不到一位非常想念的科學老師。
已經離開學校了,不知道還會不會有機會能夠再見到他。
他給了我在小學一段非常值得紀念的回憶。
記得是他讓我喜歡上魔術,還教我們魔術、當他的魔術助理~
而且在上課時間還和我們在學校後院“野餐”吃蛋糕~

回來,是為了要離開。
離開,是為了要回來。
但是,你不回來,叫我上哪兒去尋你?

Monday, August 30, 2010

並沒有想像中簡單

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my all time favourite for breakfast, the most important meal.
(my own timing for the egg is around se7en minutes~)



對了,明天會回學校,小學中學都回。興奮的。
剛突然想起明天回學校一事,自己就被嚇了一下。
幹嘛呢?唉,現在對學校兩個字會有些許恐懼⋯⋯

因為“學校”在我心裡浮現的是當前的學校⋯⋯

竟然還在害怕著,太懦弱了
我以為已克服了,但是沒想到原來這麼困難


沒關係。慢慢來吧。

Sunday, August 29, 2010

尋尋覓覓

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東西做久了,自然會想尋求突破。


這世界上沒有任何事是完美的,所以美好中也得帶點缺陷。
我是在指說昨天,昨天的美好,昨天美好中的缺陷。

還在耿耿於懷當中~

不只讓他人失望,也對不起自己



做這些,到底是尋求著甚麼樣的意義?
真有意義嗎?

Saturday, August 28, 2010

(happy)

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excited about today's volunteer work with 1003 &Redsun. =)
overall, i can say it compensates yesterday~
and it really made my day,
helping people, and seeing so many people helping others too.

You Don't Need to Know Someone to Care for Someone
(can click one)
i try to help because i know what struggling for a living taste like,
and people has helped my family in the past,
i wanna reciprocate.

enjoyed the whole process, like knocking on the doors,
some with no one answering the door but the lights are on,
some with neighbours that watch out for each other,
some greeted us warmly with smiles,
and there was even one that she was locked in....
you'll feel so fulfilling, you know...

anyway, met new friends there, people who listens to radio1003! ^^
quite coincidental that they are from Tampines too! nice people!
so we had lunch together, and they gave me a ride home.




this is not gonna be my last, i swear.

Friday, August 27, 2010

A reminder

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難道一生就是這樣取悅他人、博取他人同情?


看妳說故事說得那麼津津有味⋯⋯ 唉。這是為何呀?
她只不過是個陌生人,有必要那麼聊得那麼勤嗎?

我多希望能像其他人一樣,可以輕輕鬆鬆和母親外出⋯⋯ 唉。
每一次我總得提醒妳,妳就好像從來沒有檢討過。
我知道妳累了,我也累了。
我知道你想享受,我也想享受。

今天和妳出門去辦事,帶著弟弟一起,
弟弟邊走邊 “waaa, waaaa, waaaaa⋯⋯ 好像井底之蛙。




明天會去做義工,
無論積再多的德,也彌補不了一切。

Preserve it!

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went to safra for lunch today, with Javen and Niki. :)
on the way back, i noticed the dragon playground was gone.
oh my goodness, i thought. its... gone. G-O-N-E, for good.
the dragon playground was featured in Royston Tan's film, Old Places.
not the one in Tampines, sad to say. /:

it's... sad.

all of them are disappearing at sucha fast pace.
you may see it today, but you might not get to see it tomorrow.
it really upsets me, alot. because i just dont get it.
all these old places carry a meaning, and bits of memory in everyone.
tearing them down is like taking away a part of you.

"Every time we go to the places we feel very sad,
like you see old playgrounds where nobody plays
."
-Roystan Tan




there's no turning back, so i beg you to stop...

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

兩極


it's supposed to be containing pure happiness
....
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嗯。已經不曉得有多久天還沒亮就起身了。
多想兩分鐘,這世界是很美好,還是富有人情味的!
第一次沿街募款,辛苦也是值得,因為換得了我的開心。

用微笑啟動你們的熱情,我笑,你笑,我也又笑了



嗯。後來有放風箏,但是完全沒有參與感。好像不復存在。
也許妳不知道,我早已潰堤,或也許,妳早已發現。
但這不是重點,我要妳明白的,妳有試著去了解嗎?
在我眼裡,妳並沒有。

用微笑掩飾自己最內心,我笑,你笑,我也又笑了。



你們並不屬於這片草原,很遺憾的說
哦不對,應該是,這草原容納不下你 和我。

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

巧克力般

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拍這張照片時讓我想起ahbob那張 “外公、elmo、樂樂、腳車


小男孩原本高高興興在婆婆旁邊騎著腳車的,
我轉身過去想照張相時,婆婆突然以濃濃的中國腔開始對小男孩罵了起來
哈,說真的,我被嚇了一下下。哎唷~

這時,我腦海里浮現起一些小時候被阿嬤照顧的記憶和畫面
當時候的我常常和她朝夕相處,她那般地照顧我,可我卻不懂得領情
調皮的時候,她也會嘶吼般地罵我,也蠻常用藤條鞭我的,呵呵

想想以前每週陪她去巴刹或超級市場買菜,有時還會買巧克力給我
想想以前每個上學日她都會陪我走到學校,但每次揮手說掰掰我都不回頭
想想以前每天傍晚會和她一起做飯的模樣,有時因為要看Hi-5而忽略她
想想以前每每打電話給她因為忘了帶東西,但每次都好像沒說謝謝⋯⋯



如果有以後,我也想這樣子帶著我的孫去騎腳車~ ^^

Monday, August 23, 2010

謝謝、謝謝!

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感謝你們今天謝謝我,讓我臉上多了一道微笑。:)
這樣子說起來很奇怪,不是嗎?呵呵

可能忙了又忙 可能傷了又傷
可能無數眼淚 在夜晚嚐了又嚐
可是換來成長 可是換來希望
如今我站在台上 這麼對你講

十年的功聚成燦爛 那一分鐘的夢
生命舞台發光的人 絕不是只會說

--蘇打綠《十年一刻》



random note:
really love those days where i went out purely to take photos. :/

Sunday, August 22, 2010

First Blogger Event

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Attended my first blogger event today! Kotex WOW Party @Heaven's Loft.
It was an all-female event, which made it feels more comfortable i guess.
The first highlight of the event was the FOOD! :D *thumbs up*
Desserts are my favourite! (and i guess every girl's favourite too!)

The second highlight was decorating cupcakes we could call our own!
okai, i was thrilled to know that i can decorate my own cupcake -.-!
That was like, so sweeeet! ^^ so sweet of the organiser to have this idea~
It was really enjoyable, everyone was doing it! ;)

Afterwards, the whole event commenced & we were introduced to the latest product.
Yes, it's newly-designed pads by Kotex! Pads are not totally white anymore~
There were three different designs in total, which the one i like most is shown above.
And after that, we decorated the 'WOW' banner in different groups. yeah.
So, get WOW-ed by this new product at leading supermarkets in September! :)

Anyway when the emcee came to our table and interviewed us/me,
Gees, i totally failed at the interview. I had no idea what to say at all.
*Dont interview me the next time* T_T

Friday, August 20, 2010

用心去體會

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以上這玩意兒是我小時候母親買給我的玩具,如果沒記錯,她叫Brittanny。
記得小時候,想要玩具都是媽媽花錢買給我和弟妹的⋯⋯
每個週末都會帶我們到百貨公司去玩玩具,有時候還會去吃快餐。
當時候吃快餐是多麼幸福、多麼難得的機會。呵呵

說到買東西,想起父親唯一一次買玩具給我,但是最後也是他把玩具扔掉。
真的是唯一一次⋯⋯ 而且還有一次,
哇,他說要帶我和妹妹出門逛街買衣服哦(不是因為過年)
我還很興奮選衣服、試穿衣服(只是一件T-shirt罷了)
沒想到付了錢後,他說記得回家要把錢還給他 -.-

i should have went out today, maybe that way i would study.
hence, given that statement above, meaning i didnt study today.
seriously, it was sucha nice weather to waste it on studying. *excuses*

Thursday, August 19, 2010

improvement

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i love to look at the thin line disappear into the sky... :)

約了在圖書館一起溫書,還不錯,但是一直有睡意。呵呵
發現自己真的很渺小,甚麼都搞不清楚,甚麼都弄不懂。唉
而且我一直以來似乎有個毛病,就很快會把學到的東西給忘掉
這是一個毛病嗎?對我造成很大的困擾吶~

耶,看,我又回到那裡了~
喜歡和那片草地上的鄉親父老打交道。
很有趣,就好比人家說故事給妳聽,妳說回自己的。

總算站了起來,走了幾步。但我還是覺得不夠。好像不夠

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

越長大越不滿

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真的,大家都不是省油的燈。這一點,我非常清楚。
大家都好像乘電動扶梯,我卻在一旁爬著樓梯與他們賽跑。
沒錯,是有辦法追上他們,甚至超越他們的⋯⋯
但是,只因我累了,一直埋怨自己體力不佳,所以停了下來
又遠遠被拋在後頭。

我紙上的“遜”字,不是不可能。

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

無憂無慮!

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my didi. my naughty didi. 無憂無慮.

漸漸的⋯⋯他的世界也會從充滿感歎號進化成問號。

糟糕糟糕真糟糕!我還剩下多少時間?
怎麼我腦袋就是吸收不了那些堆積如山的資料?
怎麼其他人就是有辦法把它塞進小小的腦袋裡?
是我根本沒有專心且集中所有精神所造成的嗎?
是我一直告訴自己我不明白我不行所造成的嗎?

怎麼又是一堆的問號?

人在做天在看。

Monday, August 16, 2010

噓寒問暖

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沒有啦~ 偶爾才才來這邊賣啦! 丁~丁~丁~ 丁丁糖!

阿伯站在那邊敲著工具,丁~丁~丁~,賣著糖,很可愛。
轉身回頭往阿伯站著的方向走上前去,買了包丁丁糖,gor kak而已!
和阿伯噓寒問暖聊了幾句,也順便拍了幾張照片。阿伯很可愛。
哈哈,沒有甚麼好拍的啦~” 大部份老人家好像都會這樣(假假!)說。
呵呵,我猜他們心裡應該是爽的咯!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

定論,不能亂下

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今天的一個教訓:凡事都不要只看表面。

不說出口的問題並不代表他知道。
微笑的背後藏著甚麼又有誰知道?
幸福的表面附帶煩惱沒有人知道⋯⋯

大家都不曉得當我們在觀看他人時,其實視線是朦朧的
因為都會選擇性忽略這一點。
我們總是愛看表面的風光多麼明媚,其實大部份是虛幻
因為總是選擇性只看美好的。

今天呀今天,我真的深深領悟到這一點。固然嚇了一跳⋯⋯
很多的事實果然和自己幻想的,差很大一截。
給你自己多一點點信心吧,不要害怕、更不要難過
堅信總有一天一定能克服,一起隔著眼淚,發出微笑。
去看海洋天堂吧,快去~ :)

keep it that way

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為了慶祝表姐的女兒滿月,他們辦了個親戚朋友的聚會~
小時候很喜歡這樣的聚會,因為小時候就只知道一個字:玩
現在嘛就感覺有些不自在,因為大家漸漸在成長,溝通方式變得好複雜
或者,變成溝通完全消失。

不過很慶幸,也希望我們還能這般聚下去。:)